Sunday, November 30, 2008

My (almost) first journey to the ends of the earth.. and beyond....!

My (almost) first journey to the ends of the earth.. and beyond....!
(The blog entry from Jan 14.. moved from my blog on spaces)
It has been three days since I got my telescope (Celestron astromaster 114). We already saw moon against the silhouette of trees at the end of our community boundary, and it looked marvelous. The serenity in moment was amazing, and I realised, how calm it was up there. That was my first look through my telescope, and after an initial fight with hundreds of rotating shafts on it, when I saw the moon, I could say, well it was worth it. No readings that day, no alignment logic, no nothing. It was simply a child's dream to see moon closely, close enough to say, hey it ain't as plain as we think. I believe, that dream was realised. My journey to the ends of the earth, and beyond, had just begun....!

The second day was quiet too cloudy in Charlotte and so, I only managed to focus my scope at the top of a distant tree. It looked beautiful. The stem with only a few leaves left looked thin, clean and sharp. I wondered, if I ever looked at a tree so closely, and against the background of soft clouds..!

Yet again, the day today was all the more cloudy. It was 6 degrees outside, and I had little hope to catch a glimpse of moon. But by the time I was home again after tea at a friend's place around 9:00pm, the sky looked so clear with well.. the smiling moon waiting to be explored. On with my jacket and winter cap, I sat in the darkness of my room adjusting the telescope to point the moon. Earlier in the day, I read a blog on how to's in amateur astronomy, and it talked about patience, humility and egoless nature while enduring this passion.. I believed, but had never experienced this. I never knew I would experience it no later than today.

After some 15-20 minutes of aligments and adjustments (yes, it took me that long!), I could see a sharp image of the smiling moon, inverted though (since I used my 10mm eyepiece and it gives inverted image!). I could see the complete circle of moon, with more than half under the shadow of the earth, and the remaining illuminated by the sunlight (didn't science books teach us that? :) I can tell that, it was one of those amazing glimpses of moon I ever saw, with dots spread all across the visible part. It was that moment, I took my first astronomical reading on telescope. One circle pointed marking between 12 and 13, and the other between 10 - 0 -10. I confess I still don't understand these, but it shouldn't be long before I begin to realise what I am upto. The feeling in itself is, simply, superb.



I spent the rest one hour tracking the moon as it neared my horizon, and once again, beginnning to get more and more faint with sleek silhouette of distant trees infront. Those moments were calm, patient, like a dream. The moon kept descending, and I kept rotating screws to keep it within my view, until it was gone for the day. For a moment or two, I saw somebody close to me sitting over one of those craters and smiling at me. The next moment, I was there too, talking and smiling along. Its kind of wierd, but thats what you want, don't you? Happiness, after all. I realised I have already spent almost 2 hours trekking through my telescope. I wonder how difficult it had been for me in months to sit so patiently on a chair for two really long hours. Today was different though. I am happy as I start to persue the most favorite and most awaited of my hobbies. This journey beyond the realms of earth looks to be more and more interesting, educating, and rewarding in days to come. Holding the telescope with tenderness of a child's dream, I await, moments of perfect tranquility aboard this journey... where I learn, listen, sing and dance to the tune of space and the music of twinkling stars.

tu bin bataye....

तू बीन बतायें मुझे ले चल कहीं
जहां तू मुस्कूरायें मेरी मंझिल वहीं

मिठी लगी, चख के देखी अभी
मिश्री की डली, जिंदगी हो चली
जहां हैं तेरी बाहें, मेरा साहील वहीं

मन की गली तू पुहारों सी आ
भीग जायें मेरे ख्वाबों का काफिला
जिसे तू गुनगुनायें मेरी धून हैं वहीं.....

Burning bridges lost forevermore

"Burning Bridges" (Kelly's Heroes) Lyrics
Mike Curb Congregation - Burning Bridges


Friends all tried to warn me
But I held my head up high
All the time they warned me
But I only passed them by
They all tried to tell me
But I guess I didn't care
I turned my back and
Left them standing there

All the burning bridges that have fallen after me
All the lonely feelings and the burning memories
Everyone I left behind each time I closed the door
Burning bridges lost forevermore

Joey tried to help me find a job
A while ago
When I finally got it I didn't want to go
The party Mary gave for me
When I just walked away
Now there's nothing left for me to say

All the burning bridges that have fallen after me
All the lonely feelings and the burning memories
Everyone I left behind each time I closed the door
Burning bridges lost forevermore

Years have passed and I keep thinking
What a fool I've been
I look back into the past and
Think of way back then
I know that I lost everything I thought I that could win
I guess I should have listened to my friends

All the burning bridges that have fallen after me
All the lonely feelings and the burning memories
Everyone I left behind each time I closed the door
Burning bridges lost forevermore
Burning bridges lost forevermore …………..

Shauk Hai

bas..shauk hai....

Raat Ka Shauq Hai,
Raat Ki Saundhi Si,
Khamoshi Ka Shauq Hai..
Shauq Hai.. Shauq Hai.

Subah Ki Roshni,
Bezubaan Subah Ki Gungunaati,
Roshni Ka Shauq Hai..
Shauq Hai.. Shauq Hai

Sansani Navalon Ka,
Ishq Ki Bavalon Ka,
Sansani Navalon..
Ishq Ki Bavalon..
Barf Se.. Khelte..
Badalon Ka Shauq Hai.....

Saturday, January 07, 2006

God give me nothing but... a reason to live...!

Quotes that say........

"The test of a first-rate intelligence is the ability to hold two opposed ideas in mind at the same time and still retain the ability to function,”
F. Scott Fitzgerald